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Hello children,

   Its been a long time now. I haven't updated in months. Well I haven't talked to Phyllicia since my last entry. I frankly don't care anymore. To be honest I really am starting to see how having her as a friend was bringing me down. I feel much better without and I haven't thought of her until now. I found all the poems she wrote for me and her thong she gave me. I started thinking about it. Well I now have other women in my life now.

   I like this girl now, yes she is lesbian, actually I like 3 girls (ha ha 3, my fave numba) I'm no saying any names but take it from me, THEY ARE HOOOOOTTTTTTTT!!! Okay the first one is Jennie. She so B-E-A-UTIFUL!!! I'm actually on the phone with Jennie right now. Shes such a HOE!!! Well I must go. I shall SEE YOU ALL IN HELL!!!

                                                 ~Ava Satanas! Heil Satan!! HAIL SATAN!!!~

                                                                                                                                             _THEROGUE_

Hello children,

   My father has lost Internet access so I can't go on line anymore. But my mother left me while I was online! So this is probably the last entry I will make for a while. But don't worry! Your Lesbian anime porn provider SHALL RETURN!!! Sorry, got a little carried away... Well I have nothing more to say so.......................................... Bye

P.S: I HATE PHYLLICIA!!! THAT BITCH LEFT ME FOR A GUY! HOW NASTY CAN YOU GET!!! Phyllicia if you're reading this I NEVER want to see or hear from you again!!! Bye now...

                             ~Ava Satanas! Heil Satan!! HAIL SATAN!!!~

                                                                                                     _THEROGUE_

Hello children,

   My sister is pissing me off. I hate this house and never want to return here again. I hope I won't have to come back here again. My "father" said that I can't come back here anymore, I was like "Yay!!!" He thinks that that's supposed to hurt me! Wow, Yeah everything is my fault right Tiana. She's talking to my "mother". Saying that everything is my fault. Sure bitch. Oh yea, the cops came to this fucking house, because SOMEONE CALLED THE POLICE THINKING THAT I WAS GETTING RAPED!!! Stupid people. This is the second time the cops came to this fucking  house. I'm mentally ill people!

I bought the movie High tension. Its so good! Its about a women who goes through the same thing I go through. The whole Amy thing. She goes through it too but her Amy is a man, a fat, old man. Not like old old but like in his 40's. I'm still not going to talk to Phyllicia. I hate it that I have to spell everything out for her. Man! Is she that stupid!?!? I hate this. I hate that I HAVE to hate people. Hate is such a powerful emotion. Its a beautiful thing once you look at it from my point of view. Well I must be off, I can only post up a few pics because I don't have much time. I shall SEE YOU ALL IN HELL!!!

                             ~Ava Satanas! Heil Satan!! HAIL SATAN!!!~ 

                                                                                                           _THEROGUE_

Hello children,

   My birthday has passed. Its official. I'm now 17. I feel so old. I just had a fight with Phyllicia. And to be honest, I don't care. She can go fuck off somewhere for all I fucking care. We are officially broken up, and that was here last chance so no more. I'm not going to go back out with her ever again. It feels good to be single. Ahhhhhhh life is good... I starting on my guitar again, I'm not gonna give up so fast this time. I got some new video games: Kingdom Heart 2, Shadow of the Colossus, Xenosaga 2, and finally Tony Hawks underground.

   I'm a free women/man. Amy sent me to the mental hospital a while ago. I wrote a poem about Amy and me. I love her dearly, shes my power, I don't want to get rid of her. I love her too much... She helps me to get out of bed in the morning. Something Phllyicia never cared to do! She calls at the wrong times and ALWAYS GETS ME IN TROUBLE!!! Man does she call alot. She fucking harasses me! My mother had to call her mother to tell her that she is not allowed to call my house ever again! Thats where she let it get to! She doesn't FUCKING LISTEN!!! THATS WHY IF SHE EVER CALLS MY HOUSE AGAIN I'M CALLING THE COPS!!! I HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS PHYLLICIA!!! DON'T YOU COME NEAR ME OR CALL ME EVVVVVVVEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRR AGAIN!!!!!!

   Anyway... Hi. lol. I just now went through an episode. Wow, Amy makes alot of sense. Killing Phyllicia will end the torment of her. .....................................................................

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                             ~Ava Satanas! Heil Satan! HAIL SATAN!!!~

                                                                                                            _THEROGUE_

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